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Week Six Mindful Resilience Course

Week Six – Urge Surfing

Week six includes a brief review of what has been the most helpful or useful practice to you that you have or hope to incorporate into your daily life.

We then explore our automatic responses and reactions and see if it is possible to be aware of different urges and pause with them instead of acting on them in autopilot.  Experimenting with noticing a moment of choice - and perhaps choosing to react differently to normal.

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Week Five Mindful Resilience Course

Week Five – Soothing

Week five considers ways that we might want to activate our soothing system during difficult experiences.  Exploring which mindfulness practices you personally find soothing or calming and ways that you might be able to offer yourself kindness when needed.

Exercises use a variety of props to experience which hold your attention in the present moment for the longest.

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Week Four Mindful Resilience Course

Week Four – Stepping Back

Week four explores how our mind knows what is real and what is imaginary.  While we know how how powerful our thoughts can be (see week three) know that thoughts are not facts can help us to step back and gain mental distance.

We try different exercises in narrowing and broadening our attention to see how it can change our perception and our experience in the present moment. 

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Week Three Mindful Resilience Course

Week Three – Noticing How it is

Week three explores how it is to allow difficult/ annoying / negative thoughts to be around without getting caught up and carried away by them.

We experiment with different exercises to help be aware to how powerful our thoughts can be and the physical affect that they can have on the body.  As with previous weeks we share our experiences of the exercises to compare how they are similar and different to each other.

We then practice a new technique to help us practice getting some mental distance from our thoughts to begin to lessen the impact they have on us.

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Week Two Mindful Resilience Course

Week Two – Focus and Attention

The theme for week two is what draws our attention away and what helps us to focus our attention where we would like it to be.

We experiment with different types of anchors, trying to find a strong or favourite sense or physical sensation that holds our attention or is easy to return to when our attention wanders.  As with the previous week we will share our experiences of the exercises to contrast and compare different experiences (remembering there is no right or wrong).

We look at the theory of the attention cycle and how it is completely normal and inevitable that our minds, thoughts, attention and focus will wander.

We learn to incorporate mind wandering into our mindfulness practice by noticing what caught out attention, labelling the distraction, making it easier to interrupt our wandering mind and returning attention back to where we would prefer it to be.

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Week One Mindful Resilience Course

Week One – Pressing Pause

Week One of the six-week mindful resilience course (which also stands alone as an Introduction to Mindfulness Workshop) focuses on using our senses of touch, sight, sound, and taste to be more aware of our present moment experiences.

The aim is to learn and practice the skills of mindfulness rather than sharing personal information or situations and events in your life that you might be struggling with. By the end of the first workshop, you will hopefully understand more about what mindfulness is and how you might be able to incorporate it into your daily life to help you be more resilient in the face of the ups and downs of life. Learning to pay attention to what is happening right now and interrupting any habits of being lost in thought.

Between the practical exercises, you will be invited to share what your experience of the exercise was like in pairs to compare how your experiences were similar and different. There is no right or wrong, it is simply noticing our experience whatever that may be. (Do not worry, this often includes experiences of sleepiness or not quite being sure what you are supposed to be doing as well as noticing your senses!).

Towards the end of the workshop, we consider the different ways that we can be more mindful of using our senses during things that we already do in our everyday lives. Keeping it as easy and effortless as possible with no meditation time required if that does not fit with your life. The idea is to be able to press pause on our routine, notice when we have slipped into autopilot and instead choose to notice moments of our day.

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Mindful May

Did you try Mindful May?  I had a Mini Moment of Mindfulness or a mindful task every day through May on the Facebook Page.  Many had links to recordings or articles as well as suggestions for different mindful experiences.  If you enjoyed it why not repeat the process - if you missed it then start now!  The feedback was really positive and making new habits as easy, effortless and pleasant as possible is far more likely to lead to long term change.  Here is the list of tasks for you to try whenever you want to reconnect to the present moment instead of being lost in thought or on autopilot.

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Butterfly Mindfulness

Don’t worry butterfly mindfulness is not the latest upcoming trend to be introduced at practice group! It is more an unexpected mindful experience I had on my last trip to the zoo when we visited the butterfly house. On entering the butterfly area instead of being amazed at the butterflies I unexpectedly found myself feeling quite anxious as several large butterflies flew rather too close to my face for comfort. I was suddenly aware of my body feeling tense and ready for action, looking quickly in all directions for where the next one might be coming from and my heartbeat speeding up – classic symptoms of a stress response with my body preparing for fight, flight or freeze in the butterfly house of all places!

I was not alone in my response either – I heard and saw other people having similar experiences. I realised that I did not want the butterflies near my face and I was also concerned I would tread on one or knock one and hurt it. I found myself walking rather slowly and tentatively around and as my stress response gradually settled so did I, becoming more comfortable and confident in my surroundings and beginning to admire the gorgeous colours and antics of the butterflies. I started to take photos and was particularly keen to get a shot of one of the larger bright blue butterflies which danced around in front of me but would not stay put long enough for a photo resulting in me feeling annoyed that I could not get my perfect photo.

So in the space of probably five or so minutes I had experienced a range of emotions from happy to high alert stress to concentration and trepidation to confident to frustrated and finally to amusement at myself and how quickly thoughts and emotions can come and go despite how strongly we might feel them.

Once home and reflecting on the experience I wished that I had videoed a clip to use for this blog and social media – on the one hand an opportunity to share my mindful moment missed, but on the other hand I’m pleased I was not thinking about work on a family day out. So instead here is a fuzzy photo of my nemesis, my personal reminder that emotions come and go, some last longer than others, some leave the memory of them after they have gone but they are all transient.

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The Key to Happiness?

I recently posted the quote below to my Facebook page about the key to happiness is letting each situation be what it is instead of what you think it should be.  It obviously struck a chord for lots of people as it received more reactions and shares than average so I thought you might like a post that expanded on the subject.

My last blog was about the differences between CBT and mindfulness but this is one of the areas where they both agree!  CBT as an approach believes that feelings of sadness and depression are often linked to thoughts about the past or loss while feelings of anxiety and fear are often linked to thoughts about the future, threat and danger - trying to change things and make them different to how they are by spending more time in the past or the future than in the present. 

Mainstream mindfulness is generally practised without any religious elements but it is originally a Buddhist practice.  In Buddhism, it is believed that we have a human tendency to crave things that we want in order to keep ourselves safe and happy and that we grasp and hold onto what we do have.  It is this constant craving and grasping, trying to make things different from how they are which Buddhism believes leads to suffering. 

Please don't misunderstand; neither CBT therapists, Buddhists nor mindfulness teachers are going to suggest that we shouldn't improve dangerous situations for ourselves or others.  This is relating to the parts of our daily lives that we constantly wish were different - such as wanting the latest thing we can't afford, wishing things could just be a bit more perfect, thinking everything will be different or better when this or that happens.  

Practising mindfulness involves being aware of what is happening in the present moment - avoiding or interrupting getting carried away or caught up in only thoughts about the past or future or thoughts about craving and grasping.  

The present moment might include negative or difficult thoughts and feelings, but it can also include broadening our attention to include what else is also present using the senses - touch, sound, smell, sight and also the breath.  This broader attention gives a sense of space so that difficult thoughts and feelings are no longer the only things that you are aware of.  Noticing how it is, without trying to change anything, acknowledging that's just how it is right now.

Do I still get lost in thoughts and feelings about the past and the future?  Yes, of course, I do - it's part of being human!  However when I notice that's what I'm doing and how that may be negatively affecting my mood I generally choosing to be mindful as a way of interrupting those thoughts, come back to noticing how it is, right now, in the present moment. 

So next time you catch yourself caught up in a spiral of thoughts wanting the small stuff to be different and feeling unhappy why not give it a try?


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What is the difference between mindfulness and CBT?

You may have heard me mention that I’m studying psychology with the Open University and I was lucky enough that my mindfulness experience gave me an advantage during my last assignment!  The assignment was to compare and contrast cognitive behavioural therapy (CBT) and mindfulness as approaches for working with and understanding fear and sadness.  Catchy title!  While I knew next to nothing about CBT before the study topic I do have a good understanding about mindfulness so was able to approach the assignment with a little more confidence than normal and I thought you may be interested in a summary of how mindfulness is both similar and different to CBT.  Don’t worry I won’t bore you with my actual essay!!

Firstly I will briefly (and certainly not expertly), describe CBT as a therapeutic approach that looks at the way that we think and how that might affect the way that we act.  We may have attached positive or negative emotions to particular situations based on our past experience which then influence how we behave in similar situations in the future.  This in turn can lead to repeated patterns of behaviour which are reinforced each time we experience them and can become problematic if they result in phobias and anxiety.   Hopefully if you’ve an interest in mindfulness you will already be aware that mindfulness is the practice of focussing on and being aware of the present moment rather than being lost in thought, thinking about the past or the future. 

CBT generally involves one-to-one sessions with a CBT therapist identifying which thoughts or situations may be a problem and working together to improve or change a particular way of thinking.  This may involve making sense of thinking patterns and using behavioural experiments to help consider alternative ways of thinking and behaving.  Mindfulness is more of a skill or technique that can be practised individually with the help of books, apps, websites etc. or as part of a workshop, course or practice group.  It normally involves either an exercise or a meditation where you practise choosing where you are going to place your attention – every time your attention wanders you practise bringing it back – and you try to do this without judging, liking or disliking.

Both CBT and Mindfulness encourage you to be aware of your thoughts and feelings rather than push them away or ignore them.  This can sometimes be an uncomfortable experience so not always the Zen, calm experience that mindfulness is sometimes portrayed as!  Those of you who come to the monthly practice group will be familiar with the range of emotions that we can be aware of and that come and go just within a few minutes of some of the exercises.  During a mindfulness practice we might acknowledge a difficult emotion such as fear or sadness, but also broaden the attention to include noticing what else is also present for example, sounds smells, sights and our breath.  This practice of noticing more than an emotion creates a sense of space so that the difficult emotion is no longer the only thing we are aware of.

Similarities of the two approaches in facing difficult feelings has led to the combination of mindfulness and cognitive-behavioural therapy known as mindfulness based cognitive therapy (MBCT) and mindfulness has become known as the third wave of cognitive-behavioural therapy.   So how do they both approach fear and sadness?  CBT has been developed with psychological research as a way of problem solving difficulties with negative emotions.  Mindfulness approaches negative emotions as a normal part of a human experience so rather than problem solving or curing them, mindfulness notices them and allows them to part of the present moment. 

Which one you feel works best for you may depend on what you are struggling with, along with personal choice.  They are both used extensively by therapists, counsellors and psychotherapists helping people to cope with difficult emotions.  Whichever you experience one of the main advantages is that both approaches can be practised independently once the techniques have been learnt.  This makes them useful skills to manage difficult emotions for life, not just during a therapy session or workshop.

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Silent or quiet?

I often get asked questions about the periods of silence on mindfulness retreat so wanted to share my personal take on why we practice silence and what it's like.  The periods of silence on retreat are actually my favourite times, for me the opportunity to not have to make conversation with other people around me is great.  I find myself releasing my inner introvert to run around gleefully without restraint and relish the freedom that it gives me.  It makes me realise how exhausting I sometimes find conversation.  Personally I never feel alone, we make eye contact with each other, smile by way of greeting and I feel quite content in going about my meals, breaks, meditation periods in the company of others all doing the same - I realise it isn't quite the same for everyone but then my Myers Briggs personality type is ISFJ the sociable introvert!

For the group that I share a retreat with the silence is held with a light touch.  We don't have to be silent in everything we do - I happily bash my boiled egg and stir my coffee and it is the lack of conversation which enables you to be more aware of the sounds around you that you may not have noticed before.  If someone says something because they've forgotten or they've dropped something, or would like you to pass the butter/juice/salt, nobody scowls or tells you to ssssh, its just more to notice, particularly those little flares of physical sensations if you were the one who spoke.   We don't do elaborate miming, (I have seen this at other day retreats) - surely everyone finds that more distracting than saying a couple of simple words, I know I do.  And if we see people who aren't on retreat we don't ignore them if they speak to us either, however we might keep conversation to a minimum and return to silence afterwards.

The advantage of periods of silence is that there is definitely more to notice with your other senses.  Someone stirring their tea sounds surpringly loud, the smell of coffee or peeling an orange is magnified and it is much easier to be aware of physical sensations in the body.  I find that I have a running commentary in my head about what is going on around me, maybe reflecting on the previous meditation session, or along the lines of "ooh this cakes tastes nice", (4pm everyday).  The lack of conversation with others means that when I go back to the next meditation session my mind isn't so distracted or busy processing thoughts and conversations but instead is ready to drop back into a calmer level of meditation.  To me the silence feels like one extended period of mindfulness, when I am aiming to be constantly aware of the present moment and what is happening around me but with different levels depending on whether I am meditating or not.

The running commentary of my own mind makes me feel like I'm getting to know myself better.  I recognise some of my thinking habits and patterns and often find myself amused at the random twists and turns that my mind takes, particularly when I think I've had a world changing insight!   I start to find little quiet areas to be on my own and seek solitude as well as silence but then I haven't yet experienced a full seven days of silence so that could be a completely different experience again.


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Aren't Mindfulness Retreats all about hardship & suffering?

So I'm back from my fourth annual mindfulness retreat and it's really interesting to hear different people's responses to my time away.  Questions tend to range from did you have a nice relaxing time to questions about hardship and suffering.  Friends and family know I'm fairly unlikely to go for any hardship and suffering options however it isn't quite a relaxing spa break either - being mindful is actually pretty hard work.

I have only experienced mindfulness retreats that have been organised by Integrated Mindfulness and that take place at the scenic Trigonos venue in Snowdonia. According to some of the retreat "horror stories" shared at dinner of only eating porridge, or not allowing eye contact with others, I know that I have been very lucky, and so far have no intention of going anywhere else!  

Starting with where I stayed, Trigonos is a really peaceful place to stay and feels very much like a second home now.  The house and workshop rooms overlook the grounds and lake with a view of Snowdon when the weather allows.  There are no shared chores, Trigonos look after you very well, rooms are simple and comfortable and the vegetarian food is tasty and plentiful.  The one thing everyone talks about, (not just the vegetarians), is how amazing the food is - especially the cake at 4 pm each day!!

The retreat timetable is based around a weekend retreat and then an extended option for those of us who want to stay on and use it as part of our requirements under the good practice guidelines for those teaching mindfulness-based programmes.  The structure allows for lots of mindfulness meditation obviously - around 5-7 hours a day so not for the faint-hearted, however, it is also perfectly acceptable to leave sessions early, do some mindful movement, walking or pastime of your own choice as well, (yes sometimes snoozing).  There is also a break in the afternoon to use as you like.  We do have a period of silence, including breakfast on Sunday, and the extended section of the retreat is mainly silent as well which I will describe separately.  The main theme for the retreat is compassion, checking in to what is right for you, what you need, and acting accordingly which is surprisingly difficult as I'm certainly not used to only being responsible for myself.  There is lots of laughter and chatter between meditation sessions when we aren't being silent - in fact, we've been told off for being too noisy in the past by another group.

I personally turn off all social media, email etc. etc. and with no TV either I enjoy the feeling of being in a bit of a bubble, escaping from the world and also the additional time in the day that it frees up.  I find missing my family the hardest thing to deal with and so I message them every day just to check in and say Hi which helps.  (Yes I know some retreats require you to have no contact at all but we've already established that isn't my sort of retreat).

So did I experience any hardship and suffering?  No. I probably wouldn't go again if that was the case!  I generally feel well looked after and nourished in terms of food and escaping modern-day working life.  I come away reminded of why I practise mindfulness, normally with some funny, crazy insights about how my mind works and ideas about how to share that with others.  Most importantly I have time to experience lots of longer meditation practices which is the biggest challenge for me in my own personal mindfulness practice. 

My recommendation if you are considering attending a retreat yourself is to do your research first.  Make sure that the retreat you are attending is going to suit you and your personality, if you aren't sure, see if you can get recommendations from others, and perhaps start with attending a day first to see if it is for you.

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